Diegoboy's goals 01

It's now time to move on



After 10 years of Marriage, of which 4 of those years were spent holding on for dear life; Diegoboy's marriage isn't going to survive. She needed her "space" and moved out as he continued to hold the pieces together as best he could. She at least, gave him the time to heal his pain and get used to her not being around before breaking the news.

He was hurt deeply, but holds no resentment. She lived a very hard and poverty stricken life in a third world country before neeting him. Coming from poverty, then having the world at her fingertips was a true "cinderella story" that didn't have a happily ever after he's hoped for. There is a 14 year age gap between them and a language barrior as well. Countless times, she would misunderstand what he was saying even though he did his best to keep the vocabulary as simple as he could. He gave her everything he could afford to give her, and even things he couldn't. Inevitably, She found a freedom living the single life that she never had before and realized she couldn't give it up for her family. I know it sounds bad and selfish of her, but you must put yourself in her place. That's what he keeps telling himself.

The hardest part for him is seeing the pain on their daughters face every time her mom drops her off from a visit and she's in tears because she wants her mom to come home to stay. The hardest part for their daughter is seeing her dads heart broken.

"A letter from their daughter to her dad"


Daddy,
I will love you no matter what. Don't worry about mama, I know you are sad but you have me. You are in my heart everyday. I think about you all the time. I will really miss you when you die but you will be in my heart and I will always be in yours forever.
I love you,
Love Clarissa





"Time for me to fly by REO Speedwagon"



I've been around for you - been up and down for you But, I just can't get any relief
I've swallowed my pride for you - lived and lied for you But, you still make me feel like a thief
You got me stealing your love away 'cause you never give it
Peeling the years away, and we can't relive it
Oh, I make you laugh and you make me cry I believe it's time for me to fly

You said we'd work it out, you said that you had no doubt that deep down we were really in love
Oh but I'm tired of holding on to a feeling I know is gone. I do believe that I've had enough
I've had enough of the falseness of a worn out relation
enough of the jealousy and the intoleration
Oh, I make you laugh and you make me cry I believe it's time for me to fly

Time for me to fly, oh I've got to set myself free
Time for me to fly, that's just how its got to be
I know it hurts to say goodbye, but its's time for me to fly